I honestly remember very little about this past year. I acted on instinct most of the time, and when I couldn't function I had people around me that would function for me. I've been told that I've done it, that I've survived, that I made it through. I suppose that I have. I know I'm a stronger person for all that's happened. I know that I'm the me that I'm supposed to be. I realize that I have gone through something and come out the other side. The odd thing is, I don't see any of that as being amazing. I did what I had to do given the circumstances. I didn't see that I had any choice in the matter but to go forward...and I had a path to choose.
I'm honestly not sure how I feel about today. I hope that I can soon forget that December 12 was the time I found out. I never want to forget that it happened, I'd just like that day to be a memory....fuzzy....lost in time....
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