She Walked Away Without So Much As a Backward Glance

Today was the last day I plan to EVAH step foot into The House. Sure, I'll be in the garage, but the garage holds so many good memories for me now. So this afternoon I walked through one last time, expecting...I don't know exactly, something. All I felt was relief and peace. I shut that door one last time and walked away.

I thought back over this past year and looked where I am now. I microscope looked. My view sure has changed...and I've never been happier. Good, bad and ugly I love where I am, literally and metaphorically.

So I'm writing that next book, filling those pages up at rapid fire speed. My pen is to paper and it's making those wonderful scratching noises that only pens to paper do.

There Are No Words...

well, there are...they just bounce around inside my head.  During the day, during my long long car ride to and fro, the words are there.  I just can't get them in any sort of order these days.  I can't be still enough to get the words to behave.  Soon.  Soon I'll have my space, my peace and my time to coax all the words into something that makes sense.  I look forward to it, I dream of it...I long for it.  I think with joy about the nights I'll have being curled up in my perfect little nook...the nights that I know my words will obey and want to flow freely, instead of now...where they are there, being difficult.